Pessimistic...

Those of my friends who know me well, know that at times I will go into bouts of pessimism and severe depression, followed by hunger strikes, then I go amok with a chopper in my hand...

Okay, okay, not to that extent...:-)

I am not that mad...really...hahaha

But it's true that I do feel pessimistic and depressed at times. I just get the feeling that I haven't achieved much or anything that I should have achieved. That's frustration for you, people...that's sheer frustration!

Maybe I shouldn't aim so high...short people shouldn't play basketball...(ok, ok, I did get thumped on the head a few times by basketballs when young...but i wasn't complaining...and in any rate I am still sane enough to post something worthy!)

What can I do?

Nothing...I am just stuck now in a rut, waiting for things to happen! I just don't like this kind of helpless, "caught-in-a-net-like-a-fish" scenario...

Grr...

Till the next post...